Well Hello! Its June 2013 now!

Now Month of June in the year of 2013. Its been sooo long since my last update... Nothing much to say thou. Life treating me great. Cant wait back to work. Have to support our little family. Cant let depends to Husband all the time. huhu...

Been trying to find new job since May. Still to no avail. Hopefully, this June will give me some hope. Huhu...Anyhow, i loveeee my baby so much. Cant stand to be away from him even for several hours. I wonder how i will manage if  i started working and couldn't manage to see/ hug/ kiss him for about 9 hours... Gosh! =( 

Hi July...=)

It seems like the month of June ended up too soon...hehe...Now is July and we are getting busier as our big day getting nearer. ^^.... ehehe

Owh, actually...i'm not going to talk about our big day. I experienced photo-shooting last weekend which was very exciting. It was organized by Ms Jane and her crew members. At first, i was like "Gosh, how am i going to pose for them? I'm a dead meat!"...hahahaha...but eventually, all the crew members were so friendly and i felt welcomed. Moreover, modeling was never once an option for me. ehehe...but, still i wanna give it a shot and i felt thankful for Ms Jane and her crew members for giving me such opportunity.

To cut it short, the day went well and we were having fun. They had uploaded the pictures taken during the photo-shoot, and i was so amazed and impressed with their photography skills. Bless them. ^_^...

Here are some of the photo taken. Credit to the photographers.

This pic was taken by Mr Sham Kien Yee. Thanks to him...=)


This one was from Mr.Weltor...Big thanks for him too...=)


This one was from Ms Jane Lajami... hehehe...Bunch of thanks to her too...=)


They are sooo pretty and nice to know them!


From this view, i looked like i had a double chin...Oh no! have to cut down some weight i think!


So, i guess that's all... Will upload again later....I copied all the photos from fb...Hope they wont mind...hehehe...Anyhow, thanks a lot for all the photographers and not forgotten to Ms Jane Lajami for the cupcakes!

C Ya!

I jumped over this article while i was browsing... it was a really lovely story...

This is one of the nicest e-mails I have seen and is so true: I dreamt that I went to Heaven and an angel was showing me around. We walked side-by-side inside a large workroom filled with angels. My angel guide stopped in front of the first section and said, ' This is the Receiving Section. Here, all petitions to God said in prayer are received.

I looked around in this area, and it was terribly busy with so many angels sorting out petitions written on voluminous paper sheets and scraps from people all over the world.

Then we moved on down a long corridor until we reached the second section.

The angel then said to me, "This is the Packaging and Delivery Section. Here, the graces and blessings the people asked for are processed and delivered to the living persons who asked for them." I noticed again how busy it was there. There were many angels working hard at that station, since so many blessings had been requested and were being packaged for delivery to Earth.

Finally at the farthest end of the long corridor we stopped at the door of a very small station. To my great surprise, only one angel was seated there, idly doing nothing. "This is the Acknowledgment Section, my angel friend quietly admitted to me. He seemed embarrassed." How is it that there is no work going on here? ' I asked.

"So sad," the angel sighed. "After people receive the blessings that they asked for, very few send back acknowledgments"

"How does one acknowledge God's blessings? " I asked..

"Simple," the angel answered. Just say, "Thank you, Lord. "

"What blessings should they acknowledge?" I asked.

"If you have food in the refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof overhead and a place to sleep you are richer than 75% of this world. If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish, you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy. "

"And if you get this on your own computer, you are part of the 1% in the world who has that opportunity."

"If you woke up this morning with more health than illness .. You are more blessed than the many who will not even survive this day. "

"If you have never experienced the fear in battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture, or the pangs of starvation ... You are ahead of 700 million people in the world."

"If you can attend a church without the fear of harassment, arrest, torture or death you are envied by, and more blessed than, three billion people in the world."

"If your parents are still alive and still married ...you are very rare."

"If you can hold your head up and smile, you are not the norm, you're unique to all those in doubt and despair......."

Ok, what now? How can I start?

If you can read this message, you just received a double blessing in that someone was thinking of you as very special and you are more blessed than over two billion people in the world who cannot read at all.

Have a good day, count your blessings, and if you care to, pass this along to remind everyone else how blessed we all are

ATTN: Acknowledge Dept.

"Thank you Lord, for giving me the ability to share this message and for giving me so many wonderful people with whom to share it. "

If you have read this far, and are thankful for all that you have been blessed with, how can you not send it on ??? ? I thank God for everything, especially all my family and friends.

It's Raining Outside...^^

Well, its Sunday night and raining outside. I feels like wanna write something here tonight. =)... I just made our pre-wedding picture as my top heading pic. hehe... I didn't post it on fb since those pics aren't finalized yet. Maybe have to wait till' September. Don't mind thou. hehe...

Actually, it has been my two months since we signed our marriage at JPN. But, still, i don't feels like i am married. Haha... Anyhow, i looked forward to have my own family. ^^...Now, we have so many things to be done before our big day. Hopefully, everything goes as plan. God bless us O Lord.

I'll upload the pics taken during our wedding day. ^^


Our marriage certificate! hehe


My darling and my hubby!


The day we officially becomes a legal husband and wife!


Our Pic!

Slipped Away by Avril Lavigne

Slipped Away...=(

I have so much to tell yet i can't find the words to describe the feelings... But, i try to write it here in my blog...

Have u heard a song from Avril Lavigne entitle Slipped Away? The song really touched my heart. I teared up hearing that song and kept on replaying for like hours or so. That song really reminds me of my late grandfather who took his own life. =(... I missed him so much. I don't get the chance to say "i love u" to him because i always thought he would always be around. The part of the song which touched me a lot was;

I didn't get around to kiss you

Goodbye on the hand

I wish that I could see you again

I know that I can't

I remember him clearly in my head. The way he would play with his card, drank his coffee, smoked his cigarette and even the sound of the slippers while he was walking. I remember the day he bought his new bicycle which was pink & white in color and brought along a toy car for my little cousin. I always loved to sit beside him while he was playing with his card. He used to tell stories even he knew that i don't really understood what he was trying to tell. He thought me how he played with the cards. He even taught me over and over again to no avail. I would never understood. huhuhu...

How i wish i was old enough to understand that he was suffering from his disease until he couldn't take it. How i wish i could go back in time and save him. How i wish everything would be different. I never thought he was that weak back then. I should have known something was definitely wrong on that very day.

Few weeks before he commit suicide, he was admitted to the QEH because of his health problem. From what my mum told me, he was suffering from Asthma & Bad Gastric(Dugal). He was supposed to stay few days at the hospital, but he refused to. He never said anything about his illness. He never complained. I always remember how he forced me to drank the traditional medicine when i was sick. I was diagnosed with Asthma as well when i was still a kid. I guess i inherit the disease but now it was gone. Thanked God.

I was the 1st one who saw him lying there motionless. I went blanked. I didn't know what to think or do next. All i did was warned my sis and my cousin to ran back to the house. My Aunt was crying as well as my sis and cousin. I was so shocked. I didn't cried. I didn't cried at all except the time i saw them closed the coffin cover and i was told that we never could see him again. I cried for him, and for his decision. We lost him. I hate to see the rifle. I never see the rifle again after that day. I never ate "bundu" for a very long time since he passed away. Everything reminded me of him. He died the day we went for "mokiung bundu".

I hate him for doing that yet i loved him so much. I could only pray to GOD so that God could forgives what he had done. I missed his presence. I dream about him sometimes. How i wish he was still alive and be with us throughout the years. May His Soul Rest In Peace. Amen.

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Showing off the Engagement Certificate...!


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Smile With the Engagement Rings!


hohoho...


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